Ahh, I have a strong feeling May is going to go by in record time. Even though April dragged on forever, I’m pretty excited about completing the “eighth grade experience” and finally becoming a freshman. I’m going to make a bunch of memories this month(: <3
Everything’s my fault.
Because I’ve already wrapped my head around the thought that my name would eventually be “Aly Cater”. Because hugging my pandabear or my carebear isn’t the same as hugging Windex. Because everytime I wake up, I realize I’m not going to see you in the morning, or quite possibly never again. I hate how I can’t listen to my own music, go on the internet or watch TV without somehow relating it to you. And I hate how you control my life, the content of my days, the emptiness that’s hit me.
Now I know what it feels like.
& I’m sorry about that. For being so clingy and worried.
Have a good Friday! 24 more days of school left<3
To try smiling when I cry. But its so hard. Especially when you know its fake.
Gaah, my leg’s killing me! Does anyone have a good pain medication recommendation?
Hmm, sweet dreams! <3
I don’t think I’m “fat”. I know I’m the average weight for my age and height, but I’m still uncomfortable with my body. No, I’m not going to go on an extreme diet, or exercise until I faint. But I want to drop a couple pounds because I’m so very unhealthy. Is it that bad I want to be thinner?
and pictures from the choir festival in the mail today. Oh, I don’t think my parents will approve of these pictures :3
Hmm. Haven’t done this in a long ass time.
English/Atwood: We did Interim testing, which took up the whole class period. Since I finished yesterday and had to be courteous to the people who weren’t done, I read the Secret Life of Bees. Almost done with it. Fuck I’m going to be so bored the next 4 weeks.
Choir/Johnson: I’m super excited for the trip on Saturday, even though rehersals are seriously boring me to death. Our last chord on Ode to Beethoven sucks cow tits. Oh well. At least we get to go to soCal.
Japanese/Graves: I was multitasking between putting my stupid box for Science together because I thought it was due today and translating the stupidest shit in Japanese. First time I actually did something productive in this class in a while, now that I think about it.
Science/Bostic: I don’t even remember what we did today. I think we were discussing something about how you can separate the mixture of gravel, salt, sand and iron filings. Then we watched a video on simple machines.
Algebra/Crayton: I fucking hate this class. We learned about quadratics and I was doodling pretty pictures and writing notes.
PE/Jonesy: I knocked out my leg while playing Sharks and Menos. Them bitches are crazy (x . It still hurts badly, and I have a huge bump and scratches to go along with the pain. It was pretty fun though.
Geography/Synold: We took notes on India and started a unit on Singapore. Its actually pretty interesting, with the strick laws Singapore has and all.
(: It was a pretty good day.
and today’s one of those days.
Have a good Thursday! <3
even if they hate my guts.
I don’t care to travel, I don’t want to bungee jump in New Zealand, I don’t want to discover what the meaning of life is.
I just want to live a happy, successful life with my family in a small town.
You got what you wanted. I guess after all this time, you won. I hope you’re happy. Have fun with your life.
