July 2011
*dad read my text messages*
Dad: Your boyfriend is kind of a faggot.
Me: Why?
Dad: He's so pussywhipped.
Me: Where did you even learn that word?
Dad: Oh, your other friend texted it to you. Then I googled it.
/drafted.
I’ve spent hours idly in this position with AJ Rafael’s soft acoustics lulling my conscious to an unsettling darkness. For the past few days, I’ve been sitting at my computer desk staring blankly at the screen wondering what would be a suitable gift for our one month. In the same millisecond that my head would shoot up because I would think I would come to an agreement, my heart would sink...
emiralites asked: do you have hq pictures of you and your boyfriend? ._.
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So I just came back from California with my cousin Andre (:
My three days constisted of:
Going down to Dana Point and getting all of my friends pet rocks
Eating at a Mexican place at Dana Point. Their carne asada burritos sucked
Going to Laguna Beach
Trying to follow my cousin into the ocean and almost drowning him and myself. LOL
Swimming at the Hotel. Double Tree hotel, I think?
Eating...
That awkward moment when you realize people you stopped caring about months ago still talk about you.
The shift was noticeable. Our closeness slowly deteriorated until it finally broke under the constant abuse. An unpleasant aura crept into our once comfortable silences. Words spoken became forced and unnaturally uneven. We were so used to the old intimacy that we tried to carry on and deceive both ourselves and each other. The struggle to make conversation quickly became obvious, no matter how...
I wish I could provide you some sort of closure. Your distress mortifies me and there’s nothing I’d like more than to drive your despair away. However you know you’re the only one who can end your pain. I can’t tell you anything that will magically stop your racing thoughts. I’m simply a factor in this game you play. You’ve made me into a replacement scapegoat...
"Real Talk"
Relationships.
I find a majority of my peers constantly searching for that significant other. I’m not exactly sure why, either. When you make it a conscious effort to look for that special someone, you basically set yourself up to fail. Especially if you do find a person of interest, you have a higher chance to act in desperation. You’ll have the tendency to change anything about...
I’m obviously a little irate with the situation at hand but I’m not mad at you. I wouldn’t have told you to go if I was just going to be fuming about it later and I realize this is more important at the moment. You were right when I said I had no rationale behind my current emotions. I’ve been having ridiculous mood swings lately and it’s my fault that I can’t...
Something I need to get off my chest.
Hi. Do you remember me? Maybe I’ve dispersed into the back of your mind and dwindled into the dark haze of your faded memories. Or perhaps you still dwell on what’s left of our friendship. I’m compelled to say I miss you, but I don’t think I have the right to since I’m the one who pushed you away. However, just know the bits and pieces of your soul that you’ve...
damnsoysauce asked: I think the outside of your house hates me. :( I keep getting bug bites on me D;
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I enjoy the friendship that I possess with Aly...
foreveradrea:
This summer has been complete insanity. I always thought that going to school together would tear us apart, but it actually brought us closer. The year was pretty bumpy, our friendship was really tested, but I never stopped calling her my best friend. It’s been like that since it all started five summers ago. I love her more than anything, I’ve never felt closer to her than I do...
dfbfghfghgf-deactivated20110919 asked: Fuck no Aly Sicat!
Decisions, decisions.
Have four albums of freshman year on facebook or divide the pictures into seperate albums for different events?
When it rains, I’ll hold you even tighter.
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DREA WANTS YOUR BODY.: I had like three different... →
foreveradrea:
And in the most recent one I just woke up from, Aly and I were in like Mexico or something trying to raise a child. I guess we had become lesbians but I was fucking all these other girls with her permission, except she didn’t like this one guy. There was this one guy that I was friends with and I kinda had a thing for, but Aly like HATED him and wouldn’t explain why. But...
I figured out how to fix my modem! Oh, internet, how I’ve missed you so. I promise we’ll never be apart again, baby<3
I still don’t have wifi though >_>
One day in biology.
Aly: What's a synonym for vibrant?
Eric: Exotic, bright, midget.
Aly: Midget?
Eric: Yeah. They're exotic, aren't they?
“Once you hit rock bottom, you can only go up.”
– (via mawrkocater)
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You know you're a magnet kid at Rancho when
you’re webcamming with your classmates on tinychat at 2 in the morning, stressing and trying to finish projects/homework that you all procrastinated on.
@morgangsta
Aly: I'm scared.
Morgan: Good friends never leave. They stay with you, forever. Whether they like it or not.
Aly: Then, will you?
Morgan: I will.
I can’t help but wonder if you’ll still check up on me when you’re gone.
I guess not though, I’ll just be a thing of your past.
My throat is killing me. Fuck.
i’m so heated
what the fuck
asdfjkl;
CULTIVATION: Dear Meantime Girl, Stop paying for... →
jonathanpham:
Dear Meantime Girl,
Stop paying for his shit, stop letting him retreat to you when things go down the drain, and stop acting like you don’t know where things are going to end. You are not a comfort zone, you are not a temporary feeling of joy he can ride out until a new girl wants him, you are not his sexual refuge. Most of all, you are not a whiny bitch, especially when it...
It’s hard for me to talk to you. It breaks my heart to know how far we’ve drifted. I feel like a stranger when you greet me with a “hello” and a “how are you?”. Back when you were like a brother, we just launched into a conversation without needing formalities. Before you could tell exactly how I was doing just by looking at me. You understood me on a different...
@fucknoalysicat is DTF ;D
ree-uh:
Ooh lala
Only with you bb.
Wait, that’s incest.
o_o
aarontakesontheworld-deactivate asked: LOL GO AWEY~
ayoneimann asked: ʘ‿ʘ
sfpnoy-ram asked: you live in vegas?? lol i tho. uyou live in narnia haha
Hi Aly(:
Hi Aly(:
leavemetrembling asked: You live in Vegas? c:
I don’t expect much from you.
